Expectedly, i screwed econs, badly. I'm all prepared to take sup paper. As to be compared, i reckon i did better for marketing. Now, i'm left with business management paper which is on friday and i'll be free. Okay, for just a week. Work resume for me next month. Hur.. Should i cut my fringe to bangs again? Hmmm..

I just read ginny's blog, one of her girl-friend passed away in a bike accident. Another bike accident that took a life away! Sigh.. it's such a sorrowful death. Riding is really risky and life-threatening. (I'll remind myself too.) Friends of mine who ride, please please please do ride CAREFULLY and SLOWLY! Especially, when there's someone being pilion by you. I dont wish to lose any of you. :(

p.s. sam pls look out for jon when he's riding, I'm most afraid of you..

I'm soooo gonna screw my econs paper! I dont even understand a single shit that i've read in the notes. Ahhhhh.. ECONOMICS SUCK! :(

I wasnt suppose to go out today. But, do allow me to enjoy for one last night before i start to bury myself into lecture notes alright. :) Okay, first stop, dempsey hill. Intially, sunshine and me wanted some ben & jerry ice cream(s). But, we ended up having german saugages at california restaurant, which costed a bomb. Anyhow, i love dempsey. Great ambience. I will go back for ice cream(s) soon. Heh. After dempsey, we headed down to cineleisure thinking to catch a movie.. As usual, friday night is always packed. So, change of plan, sunshine suggested we should chill out at some cafe since he had parked his car at the multi-storey carpark and he doesnt wanna waste his money. :s And so, xing wang cafe.. we ate AGAIN!!! This time round, curry chicken with bread plus ice milk tea. The whole day was all about eating! Lol. Aftermath, to keepel bay then mt faber. I swear, keepel bay is the nicest place ever and mt faber, jewel box's restrooms are fucking cool.

Hightlight for today: I received my first and very very very early birthday present for this year. Thanks so much, lovely! :D

I FUCKING LOST MY ECONS LECTURE NOTES! JUST SHOOT ME! I MANAGED TO FOUND IT. :X

Yesterday's ITT paper was easy! :) After the paper, tash and me went to look for darl sam at the second floor and off to ikea for lunch. Passed darl her belated bday present from me, salvorote ferragamo incanto heaven perfume. She was delighted to see it. (luckily, she did. If not, i'd scream at her. Cos i didnt even get myself one. Ha.) Then to queensway to look for mum. Roamed around queensway, nothing much to shop though. Soon, sunshine joined us. Slacked at mum's shop then over to william's shop to talk cock. Darl left for jon's place. While, mum and i closed the shop and headed down to mitzi restaurant to meet up with the rest of my family. As its uncle "ah bao" 's 49th birthday! :) Next paper on the 29th, ECONS!!! Meanwhile, i think i should relax myself a little. :p


Our cute uncle "ah bao"! :)

P.s. Karen aka bro's gf said i should add on, if there's any interested party, do tag on my tagboad. I will give you "ah bao" no. LOL.

I need a break after a few hours of mugging. That explains why i'm here blogging. ITT paper in less than 8 hours time! I screwed marketing paper alreadyyyyyyy. I think many of my fellow classmates did the same as me. Marketing core concept we mistood it as marketing philosophy concept. And there goes our 20 marks.. Huiting was saying, we all can save money and prepare to take sup paper together. Lol. If i would to flung my econs paper as well...... *cross my finger* I AM DEAD! Wish me luck, people. I should turn in now.. Goodnight. :)

The past few days was an agony to me. Thus, dont bother to know. It really suck to know that your friends are partying/drinking now. Yet, you're home on a weekend, mugging! Urgh.. STUDYYY is all i can do for now. Oh well, i shall and will party till i drop after the 31st! :)

I've been thinking about what I can do. I've been stressing about me and you. I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through but I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it baby, You've been wonderful in all that you can be. But it hurts when you say that you understand me. I wanted you to be there when i fall. I wanted you to see me through it all. I wanted you to be the one I loved. I wanted you, I wanted you. I wanted you to hold me in my sleep. I wanted you to show me what i need. I wanted you to know just how down deep i wanted you.

I've got so much to say. But, i dont know where to start from. Seriously, do i fucking deserve all this? Misused heart i gave out to. I hated myself for loving how hurt was injected . I loved it so much that i no longer knew how painful it was.

Stayed home on FRIDAY and SATURDAY. I was either too lazy or i dont know where to head to. (getting bored of Singapore.) Okay, but, i went out today. Dinner at PS, got a too huge laptop bag and caught The house bunny with sunshine. Dope movie. I think i'm beginning to like Ferragamo Incanto heaven perfume too. Thanks to samantha!!! :)

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO,
you're my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are gray
you never know dear, how much i love you
so please dont take my sunshine away! :)

The day started off with lunch at xing wang hk cafe, roamed around town then headed down to bugis. Did a little window shopping not shopping as i am dreadfully poor and the bank account is super pathetic due to getting october babies' presents. :s Anyhow, i brought sunshine to Indulgz Bistro for dinner. Nice ambience, awesome food and of cause you'd have to pay off for all. Total bill was close to 100 bucks. Later in time, we moved on to Blu Jazz for cocktails. Sunshine was high at the end of the day. HAHA.


Fred Perry polo for sunshine


Gift from himself and me.














Crab chowder


Melted cheese chicken bolognaise fries


Lobster and scallop platter



Oven baked Pork ribs




Mine, mijito. Sunshine, strawberry magarita.

I personally feel that everyone should have their own mindset, thinking and have creative ideas of themselves. People go holland village for ice cream/yogurt, you go. People eat shokudo, you eat shokudo. People say wanna go bintan, you also wanna go. People go T3, you ALSO go! Tsk tsk. So much of coincidental? You know the best.

Suddenly, I got the urge to blog again! No hard feelings, just stating the fact. I despise people whom randomly add "handsome" guys/"chio" girls which they doesnt know at all. Is it bcos they think those that they have added are really so called "handsome"/ "chio"? Or, are they competing whose friendster has more friends? And then will send a comment, "Hello, i am who and who. Mind intro?" Desperate or what? Lameshit. Why got such people ah? Tsk tsk. Dont understand what young people are thinking nowadays.

P.S. i guess some of you agreed with what i've said? :)

After so much of emo-ing, I guess i'm feeling better now? Yea, i do hope so. Anyway, thanks for those who have shown their concern. I appreciated all. :) Well, last project submission is tmr and i'll be done with all the damn projects. Then again, not really done, yet. As exams are two weeks away. Tsk tsk. Tell me i'll pass my econ paper! :( Last friday, celebrated samantha and sunshine advance's bday at East Coast Park. Bbq-ed, caught up with ginny and xk, had hell lots of fun. Will post the photo as soon as i got it from ginny. Just to mention, two days back, sissy and me got ourself an Asus laptop and a Philips cordless phone for home use. :)

When I think of everything we could have been, I cry. Late at night like a little child, wandering around alone, I still cry over you and me. I suppressed the tears but they still flow. It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. But I'm not giving in this time. I know i gotta be strong. Cause round me life goes on.

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? Cause I saw the end before we'd begun. It may be over but it won't stop there. I am here for you if you'd only care. Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And as you move on, remember me. Remember us and all we used to be. I know you well, I know your smell. I've seen you smile, I've watched you sleeping for a while. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine. Cause everything seems to be over.

Been held up with school, projects, work. School, projects work. And still, school, projects, work. Its driving me insane soon. Replaced fel's work shift last night. As she needed to wake up early this morning. And so, Last night was my first day of work instead. Everything started off fine until, close to midnight. Pool fusion was full house then. Worst, when it comes to the end off the day, due to a few hours of sleep the night before last night and waking up early last morning to rush to sch then afterwhich worked till 5am, i almost died of exhausting. Nevertheless, i wanna thank so much to those ppl whom came down to keep me company yesterday. Fel, Chu Feng, Don.. Even for just awhile. :) And of cos, endless thanks to Esmond whom came down 5 in the morning, accompanied me to do closing and sent me home. Despite, it was raining. What more can i ask from a friend? :)

We've run out of words, we've run out of time,
We've run out of reasons, really why we're together.
We both know it's over baby.