I'm so over it....
It's not like I haven't tried.
Over and over again.. Stupid fights.
Wrong or right. Goodbye...

Worked, met up with shufen, hit home.

Where are all those tears coming from. Why are they falling.
You left my heart in the cold. I´m tired of thinking i was wrong.
I'm lost with no sign. A game with no end.
You played with my mind, Got words from behind.
I´m lost cos you're mindless.
I´m through with your game. Someday, i'll be gone.


The shop i'm working at.. (:

When will I stop being such a fool, thinking the words spoken are true?
Why must my heart be the playground for the cruel games of love?
Do they not know the pain that is caused, or does no one care?
I can be loving, caring, forever and putting my loved one before all else.
But "why should I, if they don’t give a damn, why should I."


WE ARE LESBIANS!

Once again you took my breath away.
Then it vanished like how dreams always do.
Thanks for acting like you care.

After 6 hours of non-stop shopping, i finally got myself a tee. :D and will get the rest of my stuffs next week. i need a hair cut too. anyhow, i'll be working in the noon tmr.. you may wanna drop by, if you're free. (: goodnight, people!

Mdis, Diploma in tourism & hospitality mangament OR
Cosmoprof, Diploma in photograhic, bridal, fashion make-up & hairstyling?

Congrats me! i have officially graduated from ITE! (: this morning, i drag myself up at 7am.. i repeat 7am! its a torture. my eyes can barely keep open. anyway, i got prepared in office wear which the school requires us to wear. like whatever. so i tried dressing like some OL (office lady) and i thought i really looked like one. left for my graduation ceremony that held at dover ITE. really glad to see all the familiar faces there.. my group of cliques, the malays classmates and the lecturers. (: the ceremony held for 2 hours.. which includes, awards giving, receiving of our certs and speech given by the award winners.. and in the auditorium, as usual, my cliques and i made the most noise. taking photos, commenting about others and etc.. haha. i miss those days where all of us gather together eating, talking craps, skipping lessons.. :s i hope despite graduating from ite, we will still meet up once in a while. (: after the ceremony, my group of cliques and i headed down to vivo for our late lunch andd then hitted home. now, here are the photos.. enjoy people!


MR VINCENT! the best lecturer ever. (:


Photo with piggy porky.






Ladies ladies. (:


Those that bullys me!! but i still love them. (:


My cliques. missing out jon and darren. :(


Class pic! :D




kevin wanna be in the shot too.


Did i mention idiotic junhao permed his hair? its cute! i mean his hair not him. (:

Chinese new year is drawing near soon. and i have yet to find any clothes that makes me go "wow".. tsk. i'm gonna hunt for my clothes tmr and fri. well well, i'm lazy to type.. so let me put this post an end by giving a piece of advise.. smokers that drinks, please take note! try to smoke lesser and avoid drinking. because the chances of you getting throat cancer is higherrrrr!!! DARREN HO and JASON KO take note!

Yesterday was my first day of work. everybody have been asking me how's work. haha. oh well, working at grandchild is fun. joe and rebecca are nice people. i get to try on their clothes when there's no customers, read magazines, watch vcds and play games. :D i like grandchild's tees and shoes cos they're so vintage. therefore, i'm gonna get one or two tees from shop as part of my new year clothes. (: okay, back to my whereabout yesterday.. worked till 530pm, went over to rush (the shop where shufen is working) chatted with her for a little while then headed down bugis to meet up with my two lovely ladies, meihui and georgina. (: had a great time with them.. bitching, chit chatting, dine and shop. (: after which, i return to central to meet up with shufen and friends.. walked to chinatown, roamed around there, had supper at maxwell then hit home.


Evidence of boredom.






Extremely rare, rich strawberry chocolate. (:


Nice shoe eh? (:

I didn't need the pain.
Once or twice was enough.
I thought sometime alone was what we really needed.

I shall not mention what had happened last night.. sighs. anyway, went for my facial appointment in the early noon.. getting myself ready to look best during chinese new year. (: after which, rush home to nap cos i was freaking tired.. slept at 5am last night and force myself up at 11am this morning! woke up at about 5pm.. watched tv for awhile, got prepare and left to meet poh seng and the rest at henderson hawker centre. had dinner there, chatted abit then head down to bugis to meet up with shufen. accompany her to have dinner.. and then to chinatown for some walk. hur hurr. i'm looking forward to chinese new year. where all my relatives gather together and gambleeeee! haha. and the visiting of friends' place. (: but i have yet to get my new year clothes, shoe and bag. :s

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though going on with you gonna still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me.

Good news!! went down to grandchild today.. discussed about my working schedule. and i'll start work on tuesday. i'm looking forward to work there. (: friends, can look for me at the central, level 3, grandchild. shop that sells beautiful vintage stuffs. even i love it too! (: well, after grandchild, baby and i went all the way to sunshine plaza for lunch. had real tasty dim sums.. specially their steam xo carrot cake with scallops. yum yummmm~ finished eating, walked over to bugis, shopped around.. then went to mum's shop. accompanied her till 7plus, mum left the shop to my uncle and off to vivo for dinner. shopped around but nothing caught my eyes so went giant to get some groceries and headed home.






i swopped my ice cream with him. that explains his face.


bunny eating carrot! hahaha

Out with dearie sam today.. went vivo, queensway then ikea for dinner. (: after that, walked around anchorpoint.. bought strawberry cheesecake, durian puffs and ondeh ondeh for baby and family. sam wanna wait for jon to knock off from work so i left for baby's place.. cos he was having slight headache. took about an hour to reach baby's place, accompanied him for a little while.. headed home at 11. and travelling home requires another hour. :s now say, i'm the sweestest gf ever! :x but mahjong stolen my bf. urghhhhh..

Went wild wild wet with baby today.. wasnt as fun as i thought. anyway, i played almost everything there.. including the most thrilling U slide thingy. scare the fcuk out of me. i swear i'll never play that again. :s left downtown east at about 6plus.. i headed home, get change and meet mum and sis for dinner at people's park. baby went home for dinner. roamed about people's park.. bought lots of face masks and some other stuffs. went home at about 10.

Oh, i might consider persuading my studies in MDIS. any comments for me, friends?


Yummy jumbo saugage.


Cute bf!


He's trying to squeeze something out.. uh.. try harder. :x


His oh-kiss-me look

went marina with baby today.. did some window shopping, had dinner at the foodcourt then went over to cafe cartel to meet sam and jon. carry on shopping.. bought donuts from donut factory.. delicious! (: after which, walked over to bugis.. slacked at mos burger then headed home. i'm going to wild wild wet with baby tmr! :DD i know its kiddy.. but who cares?
its fun. (:





Dear! (:




My bf is prettier than yours. lol.

was asked to go down the cental again.. and this time i got hired straight away! :D most probably, i'll start working next week. (: went over to shufen's shop (which is just opp the shop that i'm gonna be working soon) chatted with her till about 6plus, met jason at haji lane to do some shopping.. after that, to peninsula shopping centre then town. had my late dinner at wakura (however its spell) some japanese restaurant.. jason's treat! :D food wasnt that fabulous thou. wanted to catch the movie "body 19" but was sold out and the next time slot is pretty late so didnt catch it. darren told me that he's going to play and asked me along.. but mum was alone at home, so i gave play a miss for once and headed home to accompany mum. (: it had been a longgggggggggggg time ever since i last visited play. and i miss darren! (:



Camera shy jason. act only! haha

ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END.

friends come and go. those that stays are true.
samantha, simin, shufen, darren, jason.
i'm glad i can still rely on them. (:

Went the central for job interview today. i pray i'll get the job. i need more moneyyy! i got lots of things to buy. :(

MY 2008 RESOLUTIONS:
lose some weight.
spend wisely, i hope.
study harderrrrrrrr.
get a job and save some money.
overseas trip with baby.
spend more time with mummy.
spend more time with gfs.
less clubbing and drinking.
BE A BETTER GF TO BABY. (:

I'm back from chalet! (: dead tired.. only had a total of 13 hours of sleep in 3 days. can you imagine? like 13 hours onlyyyyyyy! anyway, we celebrated junjie's bday at downtown east chalet. had lots of fun.. played monopoly, poker cards, heart-to-heart talks with the girls, steamboat in the chalet room and we even watched porn in a group! LOL


HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, JUNJIE! (:




BIRTHDAY BOY & GF!


LOOK AT THE GAY BOY! HHAHA.


ENJOYING HIS CAKE..


JONATHAN CONCENTRATE PLAYING MY DS.


MY FEI ZAI & ME (:

Met sam and jon yest, had dinner at seah inn hawker centre. then walked over to vivo, to shop for junjie's present. soon after, baby joined us. contiune shopping.. sam and jon bought a tee for junjie. headed home at 10plus. no photos taken. :(

After much of consideration, i thought i should get the hoodie that i saw two days back from mango, cos i do really like it. so today, baby and i went down to centrepoint again. when i reached mango, i dashed in.. hoping to find the hoodie. but guess what? it sold out already! big sigh. should have got it the other day. :( anyway, we walked over to cine for long john silvers (sinful food!) and headed down to PS to shop for junjie's present. got him a adidas perfume. (: walk to The Cathay, shopped around.. and baby suggested to go liang court cos there's a japanese supermarket there. where he wanna see if there is his favourtie strawberry chocolates, cos it extreme rare. you wont see it in any cold storages or fairprice. so off we went to liang court.. but before that, we shopped around The central. oh well, it was my first time at the japanese supermarket. and i was so amazed by it. i saw lots of japanese products.. from sushi to tibits and even fruits. they are all imported from japan. there's even a small corner for kids to watch cartoons while the adults are shopping for their groceries. damn cool right? supermarket has tv corner! haha. but baby still cant manage to find his chocolate there. awww.. he was sad. haha. but at least he got himself some japanese tibits. (:






My fav cartoon character, DORAEMON!! its pudding.